生活筆記

It seems much easier to travel around, but many cities are getting similar in my mind. Not quite a globalization result, it is because I don’t have connections engraving on my memory about there. But I know there existing only one exception… Wherever you are, you were, or you will be, the places are shining with your image and my hankering. Although, some places I never been to there.

The school, lying between the mountain and sea, is the stage of our story. We met and familiar with each other, studied and played together. Campus is still there, but neither of us stayed. I really feel like going back to there and then.

The city, strange but also familiar, will definitely be part of my life. For you she is your hometown. For me she possesses the same meaning as you. Shall I book a ticket bounding to there this time? Shall we meet? It is just that it would be better if we separate, and I guess you also agreed. Knowing this but why I still full of sorrow? Sometimes I feel lucky because we are forced to part from each other or we shall still together. The most beautiful love might be the type that we carry on in the memories. But from time to time when you or I feel weak, I always asking why I can’t be there with you.

The map is unfolded on the table. You traveled from this city to that. I checked the name on Google and got some introductions as well as photos. It’s still strange to me and just felt it’s me who stayed and saw you off although I also headed to another city. I gazing at the map and almost get lost in reverie. Maybe the best way is choosing a new one you and I never been to and start my own adventure to make it different even without you. 

相見時難別亦難。竟然為了離職流眼淚，情感是不是太豐富了點？熟悉的喧嘩與人事景物將不再，和主管揮手道別、在廳中佇足回望、和同事話別。離開大門遇到另位同事坐在花台上等人，我和他說再見，得到一個燦爛的笑容與回答，好美，我會記得。

轉身離開，眼眶留不住淚，甚至我想再留下…但這不是兒戲，怎可隨意來去？明白這樣的心情，當理智與情感方向不同時正是煩惱的開始。那當情緒越隄渲洩時就會是掙扎難捨的結束？

不能停下腳步，不能是個錯誤。是我選擇不一樣的路，一定要過得更好，再次昂首闊步。